I recently got a call asking if I could return to the ship a little early and accompany the crew on a voyage to Greenland. It wasn’t that unusual. Schedules change, ships move, and adjustments are to be expected. That’s the maritime norm.
What surprised me though was that behind that phone call was another message. A sensory one. Not spoken exactly, but very much felt.
Change was already on the horizon.
The strange thing about transitions is they rarely arrive all at once. There isn’t a single “moment” where my land life ends and the sea one begins. Instead, it starts rather quietly and time begins to compress. My mind starts taking inventory of everything I’ve been immersed in. Projects, routines, and familiar rhythms suddenly feel all the more temporary and fleeting.
I’ve lived between these worlds long enough to recognize the feeling. Before there’s even a departure date on the calendar, my body knows this. Subtle clues that behind the spaciousness of land life, a countdown is still quietly tracking. That once distant tick of the clock now feels perceptibly louder and closer.
And somewhere inside that awareness, another kind of inventory begins.
Before any bag is packed, I notice myself lingering differently in the spaces I’m about to leave. The workbench gets tidied. Tools get sharpened and returned to where they belong. Spoon blanks and chopstick pieces counted and organized so that classes and unfinished ideas will be waiting when I return.
Strangely enough, it reminds me of how things are stowed aboard ships before heading to sea. Everything secured. Put in place. Not out of anxiety exactly, but out of respect for uncertainty. You never quite know what waits out there, so readiness becomes part of the ritual.
The older I get and the longer I do this, the less convinced I am that what travels are the things we pack. The luggage, toiletries, necessities… those are the temporary arrangements.
But the real stuff, and I’m talking about the things that amount to more than the value of any oversized checked bag, are the attention to texture, the skills of the hand, and for whatever it’s worth, the embodied relationship to the art of practice.
The movement between land and sea life has often felt like whiplash until I began recognizing the things that remained constant. That a knife is a knife whether used for wood or for food.
Even the senses seem to participate. The smell of salt water and the smell of sawdust belong to entirely different worlds, yet somewhere in memory they sit surprisingly close together.
Or that the texture in wood grain churns a similar curiosity to rust and patina on salt-weathered metal. Or how the morning light can hit just right through the galley’s porthole no matter the ship or ocean I may find myself crossing.
I think what surprises me most is realizing that while these worlds don’t overlap in any practical sense, they very much share the same language of texture, creation, and repetition.
For a long time, moving between land and sea felt divided, like I was constantly reorienting myself to what was new again. But lately things feel a bit more intact. A quieter sense of continuity has been building.
